Looking for something….nothing?
Oh!but where are all the “happy ever after”s?
The “love is a beautiful thing”s?
The “fight for what you want”s?
I think i found something
It feels good
Feels like home
Dont wonna let go
I am uncertain about its condition
But i think it likes me too
I think we like each other
I think we want to be together
I think we want to have some beach time together.
Some pillow fights and cooking “jollof” together.
I think we want to raise our kids together
We like the same things
We hate the same things
I thought it was fear i saw
I thought it was uncertainty i felt
I thought it was something else
But it was true,a greater force just had better plans.
It hurts ,it is sad.But i wont want to loose this gift over anything.I know its worth and i am going to be there.
I think i am back now,to solitude……i guess.